yeah....Things will only get better

Simple but definitely meaningful. Touching.

I'm sorry Qian that I'm unable to fulfill my promise that I've made to you last year. Yes, I can only turn up alone. But nevertheless, please accept my sincerest of apologies and more importantly my congrats. I'm honoured to be of some help in doing whatever I can to make your day as special as possible for your lady and you.

I must confess, it was a difficult decision for me to come back in time for the wedding, or for that matter, any other weddings. I was "bailed" out of this difficult predicament for Raymond's wedding. An urgent overseas trip saved me, though I'm feeling guilty for not attending his. My apologies, Ray.

You see, it is her birthday today. I never celebrated much birthdays with her to be frank. In fact she told me bluntly that she doesn't have this habit. I shouldn't have accepted this at face value actually. It's a lesson learnt. Certain dates, whatever the reason may be, should never be forgotten and the importance can never be downplayed, no matter what the other party says.

It was a struggle frankly, to make my way to Jurong after church. Throughout the whole day, the feeling just didn't feel right. It sucks. However, keeping myself busy does have it's effectiveness. All the way till dinner and that was the only time I stopped working.

When ZL sang her song, frankly speaking, I felt like crying. It just reminded me of the other promises that I 've made to the ex. And how useless I am that I'm unable to deliver what I'd promised.

Oh well, but I left the dinner on a happy note. Yes, I'm happy and glad for the newly wed and their families. Yes, I've met some old friends and feasted my eyes on pretty babes.

And above all, when Ziqian and Zhen Lang shook my hand as I made my way out, I felt warmth and sincerity as the bride uttered the words " Wishing you bliss/happiness". It was her big day. I should be the one saying those words to her.

I'm sure she has already found hers. Once again my heartfelt congratulations to the newly wed couple. And on a personal note, thanks for the well wishes. =)

Yeah... as above. Best wishes =)