yeah....Things will only get better

What would you do if you could travel back to the past? What would you want to change ? Doesn't matter if it's possible or not but hey.. just a thought.

Maybe I will prersist on and let her know that I truly love her and persist on despite she rejecting me. But that wouldn' t be nice. Like some leech.

I'm not that great and try to really change the world or make some "world peace" wishes. You can call me selfish but hey... what the present world is today is shaped by history... in other words events in the past determined what and how the present is. Should I change anythings in the past... maybe today would no longer be the same anymore. I donnoe. Guess you would call me a lucky bastard. I have some heartaches here and there but oh well... they are really nothing compared to what some of them have experienced.

Zhikun mentioned that he would love to have his father back. Yes... his dad passed away some years back. He mentioned that he didn't fullfil his duties as a son towards his dad. This really touched me. Yeah... I don't suppose that I am a perfect son. Really have to be nicer to my parents. And oh well.. how nice is nice ? I don't think I can ever answer that. Yeah.. what I owe them can never be repaid in any way. Guess I have to be the best son that I can ever be . They are God's gift to me... through them.. God gave me life... and I thank God for my parents.

Yeah... I can change lovers/fall in and out of love and so on.. but I only have one father and one mother.

Am I being too emotional??

Heard from Anthony that he met Sheryl in USA. She's happily married. Not too sure any children yet. Oh well... her husband is such a charming man. Surprisingly I don't feel sad. Yeah... she was my only gf to date. Not too sure if it was love or was it because of lonliness/emptiness.... But I wish her well.

Yeah... Jeremy thought that I was happily attached and in a very stable relationship. Yeah.. guess that life's been very nice to me for the past few years. Very smooth sailing. No heartaches... No gal how to heartache. Audrey really believed that I am married. I'm 30 years old or so.... ( She's not the first one anyway.. ) Ok.. I'm old. Chao Lao. Doesn't matter lah... I have to be glad and satisifed with what I have. Look Old den look old lor. 'Nuff said.. I look old... I am old. hahaha


NPCC

Yeah went to parade today. Saw Kok Mun for the first time ever since he got enlisted. He has always been very fit... so no problems for him lah. Glad to have him as my CI. Very experienced and very respectful. The sec 3s would have a great time under him .. hahaha. Really appreciate his enthu for the unit. Yesh.. need to inject more disipline into the unit. Sec 3s very slack.. how to be NCO like dat? Really hope that they can grow up and fast.

Soon Tian show attitude when stressed. Oh well.. I see some potential in him, just that he needs more polishing. Surprisingly so I guess.

I feel that Eric has been too protected, hence he can be slightly frightended at times. Or rather lack of confidence. He has very positive attitude. Needs some training to build up confidence.

Veronica is another gal that I see potential in. Yes.. she is very very playful. Afterall she's still a small galgal. And yes.. when stressed she can even break out crying. Very very afraid of being scolded. But well.. she can get things done. Another raw diamond?

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