yeah....Things will only get better

It didn't help that I haven't been having enough sleep for the last 96 hours or so. Extremely worn out. Strictly no alcohol please for I'm driving. Thanks Ah-Fen and Christine.

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You staggered over and leaned against me. You whispered into my ears, " Thanks."

Frankly speaking, apart from mom and the ex, no one has shed a single tear for me. And on all occasions, I don't think I'm worth it and I shall not permit anyone to cry just because of me. That feeling of sadness, the pangs of helplessness just doesn't justify anything. Or so I thought.

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I didn't get to sleep much that night. Had to wake up at 7 that morning for some stuff before heading down to Ubi. The bedroom was messy. Haven't got any time to tidy it up. As I stepped down the bed, I realised that this issue of a particular HR magazine had fallen off the shelf. I picked it up. It was at a particular page that had become slightly crumpled. I had a glance at it.

This article titled : Different strokes for different folks". But what caught my attention was the concluding para.

I paraphrase because I didn't copy down the exact quote : "While one cannot expect every single method to work the way you had intended it to be, however, giving it a try when you have information about it does little harm. In fact, it might just go a long way in making things happen; things that you might never thought it could have been so. For your staff and for yourself. You're worth it.

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" If you still love her, I want you to go get her back. I feel your pain."

As much as it is heart wrenching to dwell into this again, I have to admit that it's no longer possible.

And for this first time in a very long time, I've not seen someone cry because of me. It didn't feel good knowing so. Ok, I'm pretty MCP in this aspect for I'll not allow a lady to shed tears for me. ( Think William SO and his song :男人不该让女人流泪)

But, nevertheless, a very big thank you. =) Thank you for the tears.


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As agreed, no one shall shed a single tear that morning. And no one did. Or at least I didn't see any.

Remember to take good care of yourself. Keep the Cross close to you for it has been blessed, for you.

Thanks be to God.